FLOATING_HEAD
Trying to live in this hell they call earth
@FLOATING_HEAD
Fuck the gays, fuck the furrys, and fuck the people who support that shit. Reject majority embrace tradition \ud83d\udcaa\ud83c\udffb
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I’m going insane (next post for more)
I fucking hate Highschool
VideoDumb ass animatic I made with the notes app, idk if I should actually attempt to animate it but it’s something to post so you know I’m alive
It’s about to be 1 am and I’m falling asleep to Jumpstyle 😭🔫
My dad is still being shitty but here is my venting art ig
Red blood corses down my body as I try to live, pain is everywhere although I cannot see where I am. Thorns brush through my fles as I walk through the dark forest. I walk and walk for days. Each breath, each step is like fire. Nobody is here, the night is dark for I cannot see my worth for any longer as I am just a husk of flesh wasting away each and every day. The bugs pick off what is remaining of my life as I lay down on the grass and make the decision to rot away rather than live amongst the rest. Nobody will come to save me from my own demise for I was the one who did this to myself. The stars are bright but will never be brighter than the person I once knew. Goodbye dear world, I am no use to you anymore for my flesh will only hurt others. “From my rotting body flowers shall grow and I am them and that is eternity”
Put me in an asylum room, leave me to rot and let me scream like a slaughtered lamb, until my voice cuts out, until I can’t even bring up one singular word, until my vocal cords are teared up, until I am coughing up blood, because clearly I am not ok. Help my lost soul. Who knew these wings could be so heavy? I can’t even fly. I’m drowning.
I feel like not existing, I want to die but I don’t want to leave the only person I have left behind. I hate it. This feeling is horrible and yet why can’t I die?
May the hellish monster provoking thoughts as such discusting beauty become apart of me and envelop to be the apitomy of my being when faced with the fear of death. May I be the death and shall I return to another form as if a snake sheds new skin, I will return
My brain goes everywhere enough to even find beauty in the death and horrors of the world, maybe I am not a human after all. But what creature haunts my mind then?
When will all the love be in real life?
I should be left alone to rot, I’m useless and unworthy of anything more
I fucking cut myself again, I just want to die… I’m crying so much… make it stop
I want to throw up so bad. (12:31 am)
It feels like I’m coughing out blood, it feels like nothing and everything at once but yet only condensation forms as tears small and non worthy
I’m dying, but aren’t we all?
Love is the poison of life
The scars only spread
No matter what happens in the end we all have to save ourselves, nobody is here
Where does the ignorance go when the day of judgement comes?
When will hell come once more for the people who make it as such here?
Where is the wasteland where the hellbound gods gather?
The darkness brings warmth to the night that only the eyes can see
Why is this world so disgusting? With few people to help and yet I still feel like I am left to rot. I just wanted to escape a person but now I want to escape reality
Plus what happened earlier I made the mistake of reading Metamorphisis today
I don’t know what I feel anymore and all I know that I want is to be held, I feel like crying again
Love is so confusing, especially when you don’t even know what you even are feeling. (I know you’ll probably read this and I fr was expecting more praise than all the degrading, you are still a good boy though)
I gave away my body again out of pure fucking hornyness and now I have to figure out a way to escape without hurting his feelings. I hate myself so much, help me please
