Here’s my rant on how I’m going insane :)

19 comments 9/30/2024

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@GatewaytoMemedomOct 1, 2024
Eheh im sigma.
@GatewaytoMemedomOct 1, 2024
Hes patrick bateman from americas pshyco
1. @FLOATING_HEADOct 4, 2024
  @GatewaytoMemedom good movie but im not and im also a girl ;-;
@SpongeBob55Oct 1, 2024
my suggestion is that you would get honest therapy
1. @FLOATING_HEADOct 4, 2024
  @SpongeBob55 I get therapy I’m just scared to tell my feelings to tem
@AbelRealSep 30, 2024
And remember. Makes sure you hang out with a good audience. For whatever they do will bleed onto you
@AbelRealSep 30, 2024
I would either do so first thing in the morning, at nighttime, or both
@AbelRealSep 30, 2024
Pray to God how you feel about others, yourself, your Love for god, repentance, or even if you're mad at God
1. @AbelRealSep 30, 2024
  I also recommend doing it in private
@AbelRealSep 30, 2024
I say pray for you, your loved ones, and your enimies
@AbelRealSep 30, 2024
I feel a lot of what you feel. But the reason why I'm not so insane is cause I read the bible and worship the lord on my freetime.
@AbelRealSep 30, 2024
Matthews 11:28 Then Jesus said, 'come to me, all of you who are weary and carry heavy burdens, and I shall give you rest
1. @AbelRealSep 30, 2024
  Matthews 11:29 'Take my yoke upon you. Let me teach you, because I am humble and gentle at heart, and you will find rest for your souls.
2. @AbelRealSep 30, 2024
  Matthews 11:30 For my yoke is easy to bear, and the burden I give you is light'
@Etc...Sep 30, 2024
So I would recommend that you at least give an opportunity to an honest therapy. I sincerely hope that you'll be able to overcome what you're going through and I trust your mental strength, I also hope this message helps you in some way! Thanks for sharing! (Part 10, End)
@Etc...Sep 30, 2024
What i'm suggesting is that your paradigm may be constantly affected by your negative feelings, which in turn convinces you even more of the universal truth to said feelings (hence "and to see all is to suffer") (Part 9)
@Etc...Sep 30, 2024
In other words, you may be able to see all which premises you conceived in your mind & which results can reside in the complexity of your thoughts, but there are still many things that exceed our solo understanding be it because of what may ...or closed feedback loops (Part 8)
@Etc...Sep 30, 2024
Remember that said methods are the collective work of people who by themselves mayn't be able to figure stuff out that you haven't thought of but who being part of the complexity of human interactions enrich a field which possibly escapes its own purely logic lead path (Part 7)
@Etc...Sep 30, 2024
Please don't close yourself to external help be it from close persons or from therapists: I kind of know what you mean when you say you're too intelligent to go through methods, I also thought and still think like that sometimes
1. @Etc...Sep 30, 2024
  @Etc... (Part 6)
@Etc...Sep 30, 2024
Luckily I never had the urge to self harm despite feeling suicidal, so can't comment. But I'd advice you to be wary of what you watch online or wherever it may be, since these gore-y thoughts could be feeding from and affecting what you consume, basically a feedback loop (Part 5)
@Etc...Sep 30, 2024
I sense that you put barriers on yourself and it becomes a self fulfilling prophecy: you wish to be acknowledged but at the same time "fear" that others will judge superficially and reject you. IMO the sense of belonging and alienation is an important theme here (Part 4)
@Etc...Sep 30, 2024
When you said that you feel you're coming to a breaking point once again you mention the thought of indifference. I think it is important you consider the possibility that you need support and understanding just as much as you need to accept said help (Part 3)
@Etc...Sep 30, 2024
Later you said that nobody understands you, but that if you talked with a professional they would put you in a mental prison. You also later said that you were rejected long ago, and that you feel the education system is slowly killing your and other's thought process. (Part 2)
@Etc...Sep 30, 2024
All I'm going to say is an opinion. I understood, you say these killing scenarios are sometimes born from the desire to be acknowledged through an action that you deem extreme enough to overcome the indifference that others and yourself have towards you. (Part 1)