why do i feel like i won’t be happy anymore with her dying? she was my best friend for 6 years and never judged me or hurt me. she was by my side and always wanted to play. i regret choosing to put her down sometimes even though it was the only right decision. i just miss her and i need her back. she was really the most sweetest, playful, and all over fun dog ever. she loved to run and jump and would sometimes catch small animals. she was everything to me.