So there’s this really attractive girl I kinda like at my church but she’s really quiet and doesn’t seem to want to talk to anyone. She doesn’t go to youth group and she always leaves church early. I kinda wonder if she has a boyfriend or something. But today there was this boat retreat on a nearby lake and I thought beforehand, “hey maybe if I try to be social and cool for once we might talk.” So I do some push-ups and sit-ups before leaving to get myself lookin fine, I’m the first one to do flip in the water, and I’m being like 5x more social than normal. But she is still separating herself from the group and I can’t start a conversation. I kinda get “mad” at God cause this always happens where I get excited about someone but nothing ever happens. So we where on our way back to the dock and I’m going to like a last resort by glancing and smiling over at her direction trying to hint it cause I’m too much of a pussy to go and talk to her; but then I look over again and I think she took a pic of me, idk really know what that means but I wanna get ur guys opinion on the situation and what I should do. I’m really feel down rn cause I’d like to meet someone, but I’m never lucky; and I’m starting to reminisce over my ex and it just hurts to think about our last relationship. So pls help